I'm always fail in life why ?

its all about me when i start earning at the beginning of 2016 someone said to me everyone earn a good amount from the YouTube finally i start work on it . one guy said to me give me 5000rs i make a branded channel for you i paid to to him 5000rs i borrowed that money. after few months the channel was blocked due to copyright content. i accept my mistakes and make some other channels it was also blocked.

i doing at that time very hard work but not shows good response i really doing hard work but nothing i was got.
last channel i make on trump news it was recently blocked YouTube said you violate the community guidelines but i didn't do this.

i wont success in my life always I'm field in every field