I can't look at this painting objectively because everything about it screams subconscious. At first, I tried to go with your interpretation, but of course, you must know the author's point of view is only one of a multiplicity of views once the work of art is offered publicly. At its most basic level it's a gestalt - figure and ground with the continuation involving the eye being drawn from left to right. You consider the background suppressed chaos and maybe that's right because from the standpoint of your subconscious it might bespeak the struggle within you to impose order on your existence. I don't want to turn this into art therapy but it seems to me more deeply personal than your other abstract digital paintings, whether you intended it or not. And yes, I really like it and find it fascinating