Thank you friend, I really wanted to convey the message of what melancholy is in every sense of the word, longing with sadness and a little joy for the things you had or who you were. In this case for who you were and showing what you have come to lose and how this affects you in the present, so I have read that there are people who live in this mental state full of those thoughts and our Angel as their mind.
I hope that what I meant is well understood in English.
Ya que no domino totalmente ese idioma.
:)