Heaven always Here...

Hello, my dears)
There will be with you sincere. My native language is Russian,therefore I will use the translator to inform you of the words and please excuse me if you somewhere lose meaning though, I several times have rechecked everything and I hope misunderstanding it doesn't happen:) Soon i will improove my skill in it, communicating with you more and more)

My name is David of trully) the Pseudonym trully has taken probably because, I have forgot to lie, first of all to myself, it became sick for my heart. I have noticed that when you aren't up to the end sincere with yourself, many things disturb you, you don't see clarity and simplicity of life. Without trusting itself, you don't trust that space in which there is any life form which cares for everything, ezhemgnovenno filling with the love all real.

I was an ordinary person, with problems as at all. The relations with people, the relations with themselves, caused in me the constant internal conflict, deep dissatisfaction as I treat myself, condemning myself, criticizing, constantly seeking to reach something, someone to become, often following false mental stereotypes which unconsciously were accepted as a life axiom. My existence was felt as continuous process internal fight, war with itself. Constant desire to deal with things, people, events, to change the existing course of things. Such approach was created by illusion how there have to be these things. My invidualny representation which was created by parents, education, my environment, church, the TV, in general any source of external information didn't allow me to see the truth, didn't let know the true taste of life, with her love, simplicity and tranquility.

And I have begun to dig. In what an essence? Who am I actually?

In process of deepening and development of interest in self-knowledge process, there was a recognition me as fictional character who exists only at the level of a thought, and specifically main I - thoughts. With which all illusion of separation, belief that you are a certain person who needs to be someone or some here that there are you begins and there are others.

At your deep and methodical observation of the mechanism of emergence of a thought, you perhaps will begin to notice not that it speaks and where she appears, so your attention continuously will begin to be realized in the present moment.

All thoughts show only variations of the past and the future, such is their nature. They cease when you consciously direct attention currently.

Presence you as eternal space of silence and rest at which there is any thought and vanishes will become so gradually obvious. This space without time, a form and the sizes, we him are upon. And in him fires of the fairy tale character who never existed flicker.

If these words have got a response in your heart, I further with huge love and pleasure will share with you disclosure of our true nature, gently leading you by the hand, on the most improbable way in the Universe, to trully Yourself.

P.s. Many thanks wants to be told the team of developers of the Steem project. You have realized the great project which gives to people freedom of expression and allows us to become closer, to hear and listen to each other, becomes more open, courageous and amicable, feeling unity in words and feelings.
resent moment and you will see everything...