I'm a type of person who's not really into socializing. I'm an ambivert which means that I'm also an introvert sometimes. I hate being out of place but also hate the idea of being the center of attraction.
In some special occasions or gatherings, knowing that people around me is aware of my existence is good enough. I don't need everyone's eye nor attention just to make me feel that I'm part of the group. It feels really awkward for me and kind of suffocating and intimidating. I have this idea that when everyone is lookin or watchin at me, I have to be more conscious in every little thing I do. I have to move, speak, and behave like a lady and it's really uncomfortable for me. I have my own definition of being a lady and I don't know if it fits with their standards.
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