I guess your pride for being American is responsible for your love for that guy. You are not alone, Trump not only lied to you, he lied to everyone who didn't care to research anything about him.
I don't hate him because my heart won't let me, but I'm far from loving him.
To me, Trump represents JUDGMENT for AMERICA and the longer he remains in office, the more prophecy will be fulfilled in this land.
I'll be a hypocrite if I say that I'm proud of being an American when I consider nationalism a poor state of mind but I'm proud of being called a son of God through the forgiveness of Jesus Christ.
God Bless you.
At that time, if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Christ!’ or ‘There He is,’ do not believe it. For false Christs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and wonders that would deceive even the elect, if that were possible.
Matthew 24:23-24