difficulties in a brown kid's life

yes.... i am a brown kid....i was born in a mediocre family.. i have been a very good student in my school...i have been scoring really good marks in all my subjects...i was told by my dad from the day i started going to school that ' I HAVE TO BECOME A DOCTOR'. ''
I just passed my pre medical and got 90% marks and now everybody in my family knows that i am going to a doctor because it's my father's wish.I studied hard, gave an entry test and failed badly.Now everyone in my house is cursing me that i did not study well thats why i failed.They forgot all my performance of past 12 years.

                                                Nobody knows why I failed.

I failed because I never wanted to become a doctor.I failed because they never gave me a choice, and now they are cursing me. I wanted to become an artist.I wanted to show people the world through my sketches. I wish my parents could see those beautiful drawings and art i burnt with my dreams. Now i am in middle of nowhere. I have to make my parents proud.I have to become a doctor.I am trying hard and i don't know whether i will be able to do it or not.
Its my request to all the parents out there, please let your children do whatever they want to do in their lives.Let them make the world a better place in their own way!!!