i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoPolar Opposite, Same As MeThe next couple days flew by. It was like I was floating on a cloud. It feels so relieving to have something to look…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoMeeting a ManSomething has happened. Something amazing. I can’t even. I met a man. I’m bursting just writing that. His name is…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoA Lack of SupportI got a bag today from a support group for people with mood disorders. It was lime green and had the word “Humana” on…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoA Step ForwardHow rapidly the tides change. I am ecstatic. I feel incredible! I finally did it. I finally broke out of my shell and…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoPerspective of PainI tossed and turned all night, unable to find any peace of mind. I wound up crying a bit, as I had done earlier…i-juggler (55)in #blog • 6 years agoTouched By A StrangerIt’s now Saturday night. Something happened. I feel embarrassed writing about it, but at the same time I’m not. There…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoTrapped in My HeadIt’s Saturday, and I have been alone for most of the day. I’m mostly reflecting while being productive. I keep trying…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoThe Healing BeginsMy friend and fellow juggler, Lawrence, has let me stay at his place with my two other friends, Sean and Robb. I just…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoStart of a JourneyAs of a few hours ago, I am homeless. I am sitting at the local Mini Mart, trying to figure out my next move. I’m…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoRebirth and ReawakeningYesterday, I took four hits of LSD. The experience was more than I could possibly put into words. It was easily one of…i-juggler (55)in #lgbt • 6 years agoDenialWhat is truth when there are lies To hide the world behind these eyes? Can’t admit; denial never quits Will…i-juggler (55)in #blog • 6 years agoStepping out of my comfort zoneToday, I stepped out of my comfort zone. My intent was to go to the civic center downtown, apply for the benefits I…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoStream of Consciousness 6: Ripping off the Band AidI need to love myself before I can love anyone else. For so long, I’ve craved to be with another person. Ever since my…i-juggler (55)in #religion • 6 years agoJesus has a voiceIt sounds like this: "Thump thump Thump thump Thump thump. "i-juggler (55)in #blog • 6 years agoWalking a TightropeI used to run track. I was pretty good at it. I won most of the time, and regularly put up impressive times. I owe…i-juggler (55)in #blog • 6 years agoStream of Consciousness Journal 5: ResurrectionToday I went busking in my hometown of Syracuse again. This is the first time I've done this since I was taken…i-juggler (55)in #life • 6 years agoWaking Up From DepressionI have schizophrenia. Along with the super fun delusions that the CIA is beaming thoughts in my head to get a sex…i-juggler (55)in #lgbt • 6 years agoGod wants me to get a sex changeLast night I was browsing Reddit as my brain started to shut off in preparation for romping through dream space. As I…i-juggler (55)in #blog • 6 years agoFear and LoathingI’ve been afraid most of my life. There’s a story to this. My mother had AIDS and died when I was 9. My father was…i-juggler (55)in #poem • 6 years agoGhostly FettersA clear sky is blue But what clouds will do Stain the heavens Rain comes from seven Scars on the arm Marred…
