You are right. Physical pain is better than Emotional pain. Until it's not.

Time will surely help. But you and I both know that time is relative and you can fucking prove that. Time may actually not be counted on to help.

What can help is Petra. Just trust that you are doing what you have to do to get through this. All the self help books ever written are nothing compared to your knowledge of yourself and you are doing what you need to do to get from A to B. There is a place out the other side, and you are on your way to it. It isn't easy, and it isn't nice, but it is a thing to be done.

You've got this. And if you don't you have people in your life that will cover your ass until you do have it. It just feels like that might not be the case...

Stay with it sister. It's way worth it.