Just need to push myself a little bit more - My Actifit Report Card: April 1 2019

Good evening steemians,
Can't believe today is already monday. The weekend is already over. And Monday is already slipping away. When I finished my homework on Friday it felt like the beginning of spring break until the next assignment was due Sunday. Even though it wasn't that much to do it was such a drag. Just didn't have that much energy in me. I was rolling around in bed trying to go a little bit further, a little bit further until I finished.

Drawn by Kajikawa Yahiro from Lyrical Nanoha

I thought Monday would be a smooth day, but I guess I keeping myself busy until I was stressing out. People making requests and I was delegating it away. And I was focusing on projects that might be needed weeks from now and maybe 40 some users might need to use it? Sighs. I can't even guarantee the performance, but it's my solution to demo. Hopefully my colleagues can offer something better by the time the demo comes.

I feel really strange about having subordinates. I love to have them to help do the job. But not so much when they want to be social or need help every step in the way. I'm soo accustomed of struggling to understand something and research the heck out of it until I get figure something out. I hope that's something they learn, to be super stubborn and not give up.

Another thing that was odd was someone from HQ reaching out to our department. But there was soo much miscommunication. They had an issue that they were tracking down and we had no idea what they were talking about. And we had to just throw ideas out there until we found a middle ground. It felt really silly. It was such a legacy system it didn't have the expected before that I took for granted. Like imagine a monitoring service, if things go wrong it would send an email (our services are not allowed to send an email like spam) or post an alert on Twitter. I was trying to block all mail traffic from leaving the service, but to my surprise - Blocking outgoing traffic wasn't possible o.O so my colleague killed the service without telling me and I was fussing for a solution.

Drawn By Odochi From Touhou

I think everyone was upset for the miscommunication, not taking each other seriously when it came to 20 questions. It was all really embarrassing and a rough way to start a Monday.

It's really unfortunate that I lost my Pokemon Go Plus. All the pokestops and Pokemon I'm missing working away at my desk or roaming the department tending to one issue then the next. I ordered another one over the weekend. It Should arrive April 8th. Kinda sucks ordering a second one and being so close to max level 40, currently level 39 and 3,200,000xp left to go.

It was such a drag going to school. Just so tuckered out. There's only like three weeks left of the class. Guess there's no time to slack off. At midnight tonight registration for Summer and Fall open up, even now I'm shuffling and reconsidering what classes I want to take. I want to take it easy. But I can't stay in school that long. I feel pressured that I have to finish sooner rather than later. Though things feel crazy right now. I should be thankful things have been as stable as they are. Tomorrow is Never guaranteed. With that. I hope things will continue to go well as long as they can.

Tomorrow is another doctor's appointment I'm worried about. Another follow up. I'm worried that I haven't made much progress and they're going to be pretty hard on me. It's been like a month since my last visit but it doesn't make it any easier. I'm glad to have supportive friends I can open up with and share these issues. I just have to remember, Rome wasn't built in a day, a lot of my stress is probably from my toxic work environment to relentless homework and everything else in between, which could amplify my symptoms. Just have to take care of myself and worry less about the next step. Put it on paper, when it's time I'll be ready. Take time to meditate, or figure out how to do so with my busy mind, take a few minutes and just take deep breaths and hug myself.

Some of my favorite tunes of the day, another tune by Omnia. The intro to this song is a bit long at 1:14 but it's a pretty upbeat song that makes me want to jump around!

The Light (Original Mix) by Omnia uploaded by Armada Music

This song I've been hunting for this since I heard the radio edit on Google Play Music. It also has a lengthy introduction at 1:10. Though this is a basic tune. This kind of tune would get me amped on the treadmill, if I kept going to the gym XD. One day soon mayhaps.

Visions (Original Mix) by MaRLo uploaded by Armada Music

Hopefully everyone has a wonderful day tomorrow, make it great!

Daily Activity, Moving Around Office, Walking