How to bring back joy into your art - an experiment
If you are an artist who works dutiful, diligently, and daily to support yourself through your art (or something else...), possibly there is a moment when you lose you fire and the joy behind creating something new. Actually, you feel like nothing you produce is new: you have found your style and know what your costumers want. Maybe you have learned to compromise between pursuing your creative hunches and your audience expectations. Maybe someone told you good art does not sell or some shit honourable attempt of a helping phrase. Or your works are so time consuming and hung up on details, that you no longer love the process of working, because you cannot see the big picture, cannot see your idea behind the small steps. Perhaps it starts to rain, and you feel so sad and then you get drunk and paint your studio black and tell the next best person he can have your brushes and shove them… wait… joking, I just got carried away :-D
Before something bad happens, you should try out something different…And with ‘you’ I naturally mean ‘me’: So here it comes one of my methods to have some fun and change work back to a playful experiment with colours. Abandoning style and brushstroke, topics and prizes.
Step one: Chance
I start directly after working on a (serious) painting. Normally I have some paint left and it would be a shame to throw it away. So, I take the palette and smack it on a cardboard (or medium of choice). Sometimes I stop here, sometimes I repeat this multiple times. I now have a completely random starting point for my experiment (not my natural way… I normally make sketches and colour test and so on) By the way, best choose a cardboard or canvas size, that you could finish in one sitting.
Step two: Observation
I stare mindfully observe the colour pattern on my cardboard and then decide on what I see – a little bit like a Rorschach test, but without the psychological interpretation. As I firstly observed the pattern on my example I imagined grey and white flowers around the existing colour splashes in the middle of the image, but then I turned the cardboard, and everything changed: there it was the… ahem… the … multifeet-big-butt-dragon :-D
Step three: Decision
Now all I must do is filling in what’s missing. Some dots on its fur, the talons, his belly and most important his face. Because the whole cardboard is already splattered with colour there is no right and wrong, no artful detail, just shaping what chance gives me.
Step four:
To enhance the flowing, I like to work fast and rough. I use fast drying pastose paint. I use the wooden end of the brush, a palette knife, or my fingers. I do not clean my instruments but simply work with mixed colours or wipe excess paint away with some cloth. Sometimes I speed up the process with music and I often use unfamiliar position to work in, e.g. sitting on the ground or sitting before a table (I normally stand for painting).
Step five:
Stop. When the rush is over simply stop, put everything away and grab something to eat. You can change the music to something relaxing and dim the light. Or if you are little bit more like me, you think about burning your piece of art or admire your genius or better: both at the same time :-D
Please try this at home and maybe you want to share your experiences, photos of a completely sprinkled workroom, your multicoloured hands or whatever came into being.
I have taken an extensive break from creating art, however I still think about it almost every day. For whatever reason I just lost my mojo :-/
I hear you and hope you find your way back (if it is your wish).
For me the "loosing" is mostly a result from pressuring myself, from having counterproductive thoughts like 'is this good enough' or 'is this better as the last...' Thoughts which perhaps everybody must fight with. These thoughts often seduce me to choose secure topics for my paintings which I later regret, because for me they are boring. Giving myself the permission (for example through little exercises like the one described above) to fail, to make mistakes or produce utter rubbish, frees me up. Do you have an idea why you have the feeling of “lost mojo”?
Another way back maybe the complete contrary approach, namely to simply do it: tackling everyday a small (technical) exercise, like strength training. Something you can do fast and which does not involve to much freedom (which could invite overthinking) So that painting/sketching (or your preferred technique) becomes an automatism.
But as said above, I do not know your situation and perhaps sometimes taking a break is the best way.
Thank you for the encouraging words. I think I'm mostly stuck in the "this wont be good enough" mentality since I can be a perfectionist at times. I need to just get up and do it though because how else will I create and learn?
The exact sort of issue you described at the beginning of this is why I decided to not turn my art into a career... and part of why the one time I did do something seriously (illustrating a book) it resulted in me completely losing my mojo for drawing for a solid couple of years. I still don't do as much as I think I should, even just for fun, but I have been slowly getting back into it.
I love your method for creating a random starting place on this--that's definitely a good thing to have, and sometimes I end up not drawing or painting anything because I just don't have a plan, so that would take care of that issue. And also I love the result. Your dragon came out having so much energy and spirit.
The dragon is honoured :-D
And I completely understand your position regarding working with art as a job or not. For a long time, the issues as I described it above were no problem for me, that was during my career as a choreographer /dancer... I have no idea why it changed so drastically as I started to work with fine arts, perhaps dance is ephemeral, and a painting is lying around where I can see it and so I constantly evaluate its worth...
I think it shows a good insight into yourself, to understand how you can be creative and then choose a career accordingly. There are perhaps many people who lack this insight and become unhappy with their work.
lol i was liking where this was going... i guess we all reach a saturation point, good to know how you get your groove back :)
Shortly after posting I thought 'oh nooooo, did I really write this???' Shouldn't I be more careful with my language? But honestly, I love to make fun of myself. I am normally nice and sweet (reallllllyyyy!!!!!!) but can get a tiny bit more passionate when things do not work out as I want. And very often I must laugh about myself observing me, while wanting to burn the studio down or my sewing machine or the dojo or .... I think you get my point :-DDD
Happy you liked my post 😊 Now I am curious, do you have techniques (you want to share) to get back into creativity?
lol we often surprise ourselves! and we all have a sweet devil inside us which wants a release every once in a while ;) well, i'm not as creative so my routines are neither elaborate nor worth narrating... but i often find excuses to travel, observing the world does inspire several sparks within us :)
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Thank you @ocd I very much appreciate this <3
I like that dragon - so much energy, he looks like he is whirling through space. What will you do with him?
Riding would probably be dangerous? I am not sure if I am space-proof :-DD
Right now I have to wait till its completely dry, then I will glue it on a wooden panel, so it does not warp. Afterward... hoping for a potent buyer :-D
That would be a good outcome for him and you! I'd quite like him myself, is he very expensive?
Wow the dragon is feeling honoured 😍 and I think it is not expensive, because it is on paper not canvas. Its measurements are 29,7 × 42,0 cm. It is made with lightfast acrylic colours which I finish with a UV-filter varnish which also makes the colours more resistant against weathering and dirt. If you really are interested to buy this painting I could wind it on cardboard instead of wood, so you can decide yourself if you want to put it behind glass or not (also it is easier to ship)
I would calculate 75 € for this painting, but shipping to UK is expensive and will roughly cost 20-30 € (I must weigh the package at the end with all its protective layers).
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Well, he is very handsome 😊 But I don't think I can afford him at the moment. I hope he finds a good home, he would bring lots of delight.
He nevertheless sends his energy to you <3
As well as trying something new with the actual painting, I love how you also changed your position to paint. Swapping hands, using a different brush or changing how it's held, anything to jolt the familiar patterns can make our Creative Muse happier. 🦋
Thank you for stopping by 🌷I directly looked at your profile and your header (I hope it is called so) is amazing!!! The photo with all the petals is so beautiful <3
Swapping hands is a great idea, I cannot imagine what I would paint with my left hand. I tried for a while to write with my left hand, but this is a huge challenge for me... I will definitively try this (and hope my muse does not vomit 😁)
Yes, I call it a header or it can be called a cover image. So pleased you like it. I'm wanting to change it to a drawing of blue butterflies ~ But need to do the drawings first. 😊
I'm left handed but was forced to write with my right hand as a kid when I broke my arm. So now I can write with either. But it's FAR easier to use what is your birth blessed hand.
I used to teach drawing ~ Another training exercise is to draw in space. Just trace around whatever is in front of you with your finger. Can't make any mistakes and it can get your left hand used to the idea of being used to draw. 🦋