Life is difficult, i wish for death

That times i can remember when i was a kid, life was so sweet and peaceful, still the day my parent told me how important to achieve greatness in order to live in this world, since then my happiness that been fading, even when i achieve more than i expected, still I'm not happy.

thus i have lose touch with my dearest friends, because competition tend to be my driving point.
I have missed them

All i have ever see, speak and touch, is my tempting device.
When ever it went off, i rush to charge it, but whenever my parent, siblings and friends are not around, i seem not to care.
Now I'm missing them, I'm alone.

My family, friends are all busy now, the same way i was.

WE ARE INTO COMPETITION

I SEE DEATH HAS AN OPTION NOW, FEELING ALONE