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I guess that you are in the gray side. ^..^

black behind my back and I'm looking at the white color forward and I'm waiting ...

Oh, very clear (typo) clever answer.

But,

That is not gray world.
It is black and white world. ^..^

Yes.
Well, this is how I want it to end ..

'black behind my back and I'm looking at the white color forward'

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very philosophical life-view problem.

If I were in such a case, I will be not easy.

If there are black and white in the world,
I would rather stand in the reverse direction.

white behind my back,
and facing black in front.