Today is the twenty-third day of June, and the fifty-fifth day of my two month loss. No one makes me make a big money. It was cold outside and heavy rain, but I was very hungry. I didn't have enough money to buy a steamed bread. Since we have known you, you have begun to suspect life. You are talking about hundreds of thousands of businesses, earning tens of thousands of money, seeing what you said, and often not sleeping at night. Sometimes I doubt my life is false. Sometimes I suspect that this society is false. You are all entrusted by Zhuang, and I am only playing with money.