Here's a video on the penis envy thing:

https://www.atheismisunstoppable.com/video_post/fan-with-tj-kirk-syndrome-seeks-advice/

Really, I sympathize. When I was growing up, I was worried mine would be too small. I guess just try to realize that the penis is mainly for your pleasure anyway. Most women can't orgasm from the penis only. Even if they could, maybe size wouldn't be a huge factor.

Also, try dating Asian women.