Thank you so much! I know that feeling of rush. It belongs to fast social media where you have to be fast to have relevance, that fastness doesn't fit me and I actually have to unlearn that. If you find your connection's you will see that fastness isn't as important as quality and genuine replying. Like what we are now doing. I truly hope you will find the positive sides of steemit more apparent then the negative in some time. And yes, for almost everybody the beginning is hard and difficult (unless you already have several friends here who help you out).