I lost myself trying
In our journey we will meet hundreds of people who will change the way we look at the world: some of them might have a big impact in our lives, some of them will remain just a simple memory. It is simply our choice what are we going to do with those memories: we will bring them back or we will simply let them be and live with them.
I lost myself trying to please the others. I lost myself trying to love the others instead of me. I lost myself trying to show the world that I can better, I can be stronger: i can be someone else, with an attitude. I lost myself while i tried to do all the things others did: drink, dance, spent time with many strangers.
I lost myself while I was trying to figure out my path. I lost myself while I was trying to get over of those bad memories. I lost myself while i was meeting new people and try to learn more about them-while i was the one shattered in pieces. And finally, i lost myself when i lost you.
I wish I wouldn't have lost myself in these ways. The journey to be the old myself will be hard and challenging. It will make us think better. But you know what? This is the beauty of a journey: sometimes you get lost only to find your inner self. You slowly try to put your life in place and you finally got it. A hard path will always lead to beautiful destinations.Not all those who wonder are lost and obstacles do not block the path: they are the path.
Be graceful for what you achieved and try to be a better person tomorrow.