planning vs reality

Where do i even begin?

Lets start with my original goal when setting up an account on steemit. I don't remember the exact day( 4-5 months ago) i found out about steemit but I knew that I had to get an account with them. The process wasn't exactly easy and I am by no means a patient person. I tried making a free account but I keep getting stuck at the waiting list. After almost 2 months of no reply from the team, I decided that it was time to take matters into my own hands. (More like someone else's hand because I hired someone to make an account for me. )

My original plan was to use this as a building block to get to my goals. I'm not even really sure what it is yet. I'm already 25 and still don't really have a direction in life I want to go in. Even as I'm writing this, there is so many things in my mind and i sorta just want to put everything down. I'm hoping that by writing at least once a day on here, I can see how my writing skills can improve over the years.

I thought to myself, if I want to improve my writing, might as well do it here. I mean I did pay for this account, so might as well actually try it out.

As I am writing this, I started to realized that the title of this post really makes no sense as to what I was original writing about.

Oh yeah, I planned and planned on so many things in life but it never turns out the way i thought it would. More on that later. Some of the things I want to start writing about is things i want to buy(TIWTB) and things i want to do(TIWTD). In each post, I will go into my mindset before buying/ doing the things I want. Why I wanted to do it, and how i felt as i did it/buy it. Things like moving to Hawaii, and some of the trades I wanted to make.

If anyone reading this has any advice on how to write better, please feel free to let me know how to improve it.

Thank you.