Circumambulation around my life and back Steem again

Deep rest may be a better way to refer to depression. Depression has many heads, not all of which manifest as a great sadness or the desire to withdraw from family and friends. Sometimes, as in my own experiences, it provided me with an awakening of sorts. Nothing as profound as what the Buddha experienced some 2,500 years ago but enough to make me question how I was living my life.

Now I won't bore yall with the details of the past seven months of my life (unless I'm hard up for something to blog about) I will simply restart my blogging ( with dang near no Steem power) with newfound ambitions instead of rehashing what brought me down in the first place.

I realize I have a massive uphill climb and so be it... I'm the one who jumped down in the first place ripping and tearing my previous progress to shreds.

a request though...Between a few really bad days in which I went on a purge of my saved sites and a forgetful mind, I am left with no saved Steem related sites or much in the way of memories of how this all works. I would be grateful if someone could point me in the general direction of some helpful information to get me back up and running again... Hell, I feel like a day one user here, even the tags illude my memory. What's the tag for REMEMBER ME???? :-)

thanks much

~Meditations~