RE: Keeping it real... Feeling a bit lost, confused, and pretty unclear about what's next
Its a brave world to be traveling like that, I can say I don't like people enough to do what you do, it takes patience and a positive attitude, and faith in humanity to travel like that, Im a real sensitive empath so I like my walls, but the right person comes along and their energy and vibe are like a drug, so I envy your experience meeting new people and wish I could do that without the anxiety. Im an info junkie, and its been my hobby for over a decade, Im curious as to what subject you were researching, the frustrating part of research is getting people to believe the truth you invested hours in digging up, 9-11 was the most frustrating subject and still is. I cant believe anyone in less than 10 minutes of looking at the facts cant see the truth of how it was an orchestrated event on so many levels, after a number of years i stopped debating with people and would say this is a fact, if your happy with living a fairytale the truth is not for you, and learned quickly how to break circular arguments. On the bright side you are on the West Coast, The weather out west without the severe extremes like the midwest where I live has got to be paradise. I also would love to feel the Portland vibe after seeing all the skirmishes between Antifa and the AltRight crowd. It makes me feel like Portland may be a historic place to be right now, like Boston during the American revolution. Take Care and Stay Strong.
The funny thing is that I actually spent quite a bit of my life thinking that I didn't like people either... turns out I just don't like brainwashed, uninspired, semi-lifeless people. The whole time I spent traveling, I had only a couple interactions that weren't wildly inspiring and lovely. I went from being a lifelong introvert to one of the most extroverted people around. (though I'm in a much more introverted phase at the moment)
I've been diving down the vaccine rabbit hole recently, and chose to start my series off with a piece about the US government's history of human experimentation. 9/11 is definitely one of the most mindblowing ones... how does anyone believe the official story?
There are some really great things about Portland: mostly the big trees and the focus on organic, local food, as well as the amount of yoga and non-western medicine around. Unfortunately, the place is also extremely statist, and the answer to most every problem seems to be "ban it!"
Here's a clip I watched years ago, don't know wether you've seen it before, back when facebook was cool I would spam the CDC's page with that video. Definitely a rabbit hole that would be filled with darkness.
Vaccine pioneer admits adding cancer-causing virus to Vaccine
Oh ya, I've got that footage, and the whole documentary that dug it up.