Humble

DAY 4

Never been a mainstream kind of guy, always felt the need to go against the system.
Always felt the need to question the authority,
always looked for answers!
Even when my dad wanted me to study medicine, first instinct was to go against it.
Didn't even ask myself whether or not I wanted to do it.
So, my research were always based upon as why i shouldn't do it.
Maybe I'd some kind of disorder or something!

To the present time, could say this habit of mine has changed or maybe I've changed.
"Change is inevitable", they say.
But maybe this is not the kind of change i want.
"But you could always go back", they say.

Just realized this is the 4th depressing post in as many days.
maybe i need to chill down a little. haha.
go drink or smoke some weed or something.
be in my happy place or not.

But again, is it me overthinking or overstating!

-singhtheripper