Perfectly explained. My problem is that out of fear, anxiety or whatever I always want to control and predict things...which leads me into even more analyzing. I am still trying to learn that the beauty of life is in it's unpredictability.
We all need chaos and the boost of adrenaline it sometimes brings to feel alive. But we need also order to not get lost in the chaos.
Yeah I read a paragraph once where the author said "If I knew exactly what I was supposed to do every day I would feel a little bit dead inside." That sentence really struck a chord with me, being a heavy management type myself as well, it's so true tho, we need both tokens of the same coin 🙏🏼