Thank you for your reply. I have been taken off my scripts because they affected my health so bad. I would love to grow them but the flower in Florida is illegal (Go Figure). I have pretty much been soul searching and meditating since I have been off the meds. It was very hard at first and many times I did not think I would make it.

Now I really just have a friend that buys it and occasionally I get to enjoy it with him. I would purchase it the same way but I am so afraid that If I was to get in trouble that I could lose my disability check and my benefits. I want to move to a place where I can have the medicine I need and not have to worry about where I get it from and when I use it.

I go to school now but it is so hard for me to concentrate with these disabilities. I know that one day I will succeed and I will be able to afford one day to move and get the correct meds.

Thank you for caring. It really does mean a lot to me