I really hope you find it to take care of yourself! It's sooo important. I know it's hard, but just do whatever you can.

One thing I need to mention, too, is on the other side.. a lot of religious-backed cultural items are so bad, and very few religious people support my work because they are so short-sighted. That's why I had to come here--I couldn't get most of my circle of friends to even remotely support me financially. Steem people are generous and seem to recognize good content, at least at a better rate than the rest of the world!