The problem is that you have feelings and not facts. God wants us to meet with other believers to worship him and to help build up ourselves and other believers.
(Hebrews 10:25 NIV) Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another--and all the more as you see the Day approaching.
We should have a basis for our faith. The Bible says so.
(1 Peter 3:15 NIV) But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect,
I'm sure you have a lot of false, unbiblical beliefs that could corrected if you regularly attended a good, Bible believing church.
That last sentence is a bit bigoted and disrespectful. But I respect you for sharing your opinion.
(James 4:12) There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you—who are you to judge your neighbor?