I hope it's not about fitting in...then there will be no hope for me. I'm glad I found you on my first day here. I've enjoyed your uniqueness. I rarely see people, including myself, give themselves hard challenges and follow through...as I have stated many times you have my RESPECT! You may be correct about focusing more on real-life especially at your young age.

I've lost most of the $4,000. (steem was at .40) I put down and am finding it hard to stay motivated to produce something for a few pennies and it is showing in the quality of my post and I'm finding myself not caring.

You don't have to totally walk away. Consider checking in once in a while to let us know what you're up to or if you just need to create something or come tell us about your next grand slam.