Confessions Part 4

1 I can't tell time.

Not literally of course, I can read a clock digital or analog, and I can even get pretty accurate using the sun or moon. But knowing what time it is seems to only be half the battle. Days will pass in what seems like moments, both while its happening and then later while looking back on it.

I've made promises to be somewhere a week from the promise, turned around, and now I'm late. I honestly believe its a sign of some kind of mental issue. It affects every aspect of my life from friends and family, to work, to my own basic needs. I've gone days without eating because it felt like mere hours, and the effect I believe it has had on my happiness is insane.

Even my memories are distorted, most people can look back and think of things, relive things even. But not me. I look back and I see a blur, memories of preschool are as clear as what I did yesterday, or perhaps it would be more accurate to say what I did yesterday is as blurry as preschool, like its all one memory.

2 I like pissing off my neighbor.

My upstairs neighbor is a Bostonian (we live in Illinois) loudmouth mobster wannabe. He very much enjoys sharing tales of crimes he has committed, including violent ones. He is also a drug dealer who finds himself in financial trouble constantly due to his own drug use.

I once considered him a friend but soon realized he is nothing but a user. He spreads lies behind people's back, rips them off money, and will sell out anyone to avoid the police.

Anyway, parking in my complex is at a premium but no official spots exist (besides some few handicap spots.) So its a free for all to get a good spot. I myself don't have a car, but whenever friends or family comes over I have instructed them to park in the spot my neighbor claims as his own. This leads to yelling, honking, door slamming, stomping, and probably an increase in drug use.

I do know its not smart to agitate a heavy drug user with a criminal record, but I just can't resist the urge to piss off pissy people.

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