Oh, my heart. I am so sorry for your loss and feel deeply for you. This past Thursday was the 6 year anniversary of my father passing away after his struggle with end stage kidney failure. I have been working on restoring his classic car since then, so I think your sewing could become therapeutic for you. Hugs to you and your family.
I, too, am so sorry to hear about your loss. Now that I understand more clearly what end stage kidney failure entails, having gone through my mom's suffering as a daughter and one of her caregivers. Looking forward to see the restored classic car. Hugs to you too.