Hi Emmy,
Sometimes offline or other online work just needs more attention. But please so not correlate Steemit with the cryptomarket. It is just so much more than that. Okay it runs on a blockchain but that should be, at least in our minds, the only related thing!
I can understand with your feelings are, because my portfolio is also deep in red! But I do guess that you did your own research, so you know the use cases of the coins tour holding.
I am even more happy that you nit only have a purchase plan but also a selling plan for each! I do have this too!
I do expect that we will see some more dead cat bounces before we lift off. No, we are not going to the moon, but we have booked our seat in ine of the new Space X rockets and will go directly to Mars!
I rather see my portfolio go bankrupt then selling my holdings to cheap at some whale laughing with my fear!
Keep the faith! And I told you before that it is better to have tried and failed than never have tried! (Which reminds me, how are the video tutorials going?)

Cheers,
Peter