I hadn't caught this one before, you certainly hold a consistent view Louis, you are engaging by bringing your story to light. I too had the same kind of feel, couldn't put my finger on it, just a feeling to get into it, only in a very modest way.
And even though I would say I am currently around 50% down, i still feel good about the whole ethic and drive of crypto.
As to the spiritual angle, I too have been on this route for an number of year and would highlight the work of Rupert Spira. A deeply articulate teacher. Do check a Youtube or two out.
Thanks for you openness and honesty.