I'm in the same mode you are now. The reason that I'm so into this is that I'm literally OBSESSED with this coin!! I have been since I heard about last May from Crypto Jack on Youtube .But if isn't meant to be so be it. There will be more opportunities ahead. As James Altucher points out these Cryptos are in their infancy . Remember in January Coinbase will add more coins. They are sure to increase in value. And on February 2 2018 it is believed that Amazon will make a major announcement related to cryptos. They may start accepting them as payment or even create one of their own.