Is there anybody out there

Ever feel like your life sucks. Mine does rite now. It seems like no matter what do its the wrong thing, even if it's right. Feels like everyone hates me. Oh well right? I cry out for help but it falls amongst deaf ears. I turn to loves one for help but the love is gone. I talk to my sibling, but they don't listen, of all the times I gave them my ear, they ignore me now. I talk to my mother, but all she wants is death. I talk to my father but he is dying and cannot speak. I talk to my spouse, but it is useless, because I'm a man I shouldn't feel sad. I speak to my daughter, but she doesn't understand what is going on. This loneliness is large. The dark is brighter than the light, and silence is all I hear. It's never ending battle from day to day. Trying so hard to mask the true feelings, and to be as if nothing is bothering me. Struggling to carry on. Life isn't fair I know that, but to have no one even when I have someone is almost like a curse. I'll carry on with this, hoping it well get better. As the sun goes down and comes back up, I can only hope that the light will shine thru me once again