Although I can't completely understand those highs and lows, I do experience them albeit much less intense. My wife, @jusipassetti will appreciate your post Even More than I do.

Thank you for sharing and I'm glad to hear you've managed to see a ray of light again.

Thanks for such a wonderful and heartfelt post. My thoughts are with you and I'll be checking in to make sure you stick around on the Steemit sphere.

May the good memories prevail with your mother in-law. Sorry to hear about your loss :(