I relate to this a lot; sometimes it was like reading a description of myself here.

I'm now 20 gone through high school, and gone through civil service for Finnish government. And now people start expecting me to go to school and get educated. I'm on my cycling journey now though, but that keeps people distracted only so long. Gonna have to figure something out eventually, though I'm pretty sure it doesn't involve an academic path since I could barely sit through high school.

Some relatives think that I'm smart and have talent, maybe thinking it would go wasted. Perhaps, but I think it's more wasted to stay miserable at school when at least at the moment I'm kinda enjoying the freedom I have for now at least.