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It is easier to have others take care of, or control of the problems.
I get it.
I wish I could just lay here and let others control everything. It will never happen.
When you beat someone down so bad they have nothing left. No will, hope ,strength. Its terrible.

I have been saying that the mental side of this is very important. It will be your biggest battles to overcome. It has a Hugh impact on ones recovery.