Hi everyone 😊

Soooo, I was thinking….
I’m actually not sure where to start..

I started this account in 2016, and I was thinking back then that I really wanted to use it as a diary but I was never able to. I became a mum in July 2016, and I went through a breakup with my daughters dad. I had a really bad time after that. Did not know what to do, I didn’t have work, at least I had my parents that helped me back on my feet. When she was 1,5 years old I actually started in my first job in Spain. But… I can’t really say that I’m very happy to be in that job. I’ve worked there now for almost 4 years, because I do not have any kind of degree, because I was not able to finish school. I’ve tried to finish 2 times after I had my daughter but I’m not able to.
So I’m stuck in a job where I’m not able to see my daughter at all, I work shift so I have at least 4 days off after working 7 days. I’m missing so much, the only comfort I have is that my new husband is there for her the days I’m not seeing her enough.

I got married in December 2020 to my best friend. I could not be happier For my marriage! At least some happiness in all of the hard times that I’ve had these past years.

So yes, we still live in Spain, in the same house as my parents, in the same job that is not paying enough, and I’m depressed. ( I have never said that I’m depressed before, never thought that I could ever be )

I have made a decision, I want my daughter and our future kids to grow up in Norway ( my home country). Only problem is that we have no way of getting the money that we need to buy a house there. We need exactly 150 000 euro for the house of our dreams. Another problem is that we really want my daughter to start school there in fall of 2022.

I have no idea of how we can be able to get that kind of money that fast. My husband is currently working for his family, and they are struggling too. We are not able to save anything.

So I was thinking. Maybe there is someone here that maybe has some advice? Maybe some ideas, that can help us out?

I was also thinking starting to write more here, about anything that comes to my mind.

This is my little family ❤️

I really hope that some of you can help me a little bit here.
Thank you for ready this long and maybe a bit boring story. And of course I know that we are not the only one in this kind of position, but after getting back on our feet and in to a proper family home and my daughter in to school, I will dedicate a lot of my time to help other people in the same situation as we are in now.

Thank you for reading and hopefully at least one of you have an idea or advice that can help us ❤️

Hugs Sabrina