darkness doesnt have to be a bad thing ... everything is equal in the dark and all the ugly bits start fading while the bright spotlight tends to be merciless and pinpoint every little silly mistake
i think its hard for a lot of people to be alone because they have no choice but to be with themselves
ive been absent too much, hope to be a bit more present again although its just daily daily life here
and when all else fails :
:D
because life is just easier if you dont have to think about it
that being said it gives me something to think about, seems my need to please has gotten out of control again :))) it's okay easy come easy go :))) be well :)
it does sound like heartbreak hotel overthere somehow ... personally i think in all my bolstering part of the reason why i havent had that kind of relationship might simply be to protect whatever's left of the me that used to have emotion like that. I think its still inthere, its just dormant like the proverbial seed in the desert. Auto-defense and also
i pretty much wouldnt know what to do with anything significant other if i cant even take care of myself. But actually i havent felt the need for it in years either.
E well another day, which means another night which means another morning which means a day from now im 24 hours older than i was in body, probably 24 hours younger in spirit and 24 hours more dead in mind lol.
mh i see my collective has gotten to a certain value , not enough to pay alas - but im out of steembuying money, its gonna have to pay some for itself first. See you around, steer the course...
looks like you still got opportunity there if you have a few billion in your pockets to start up :
darkness doesnt have to be a bad thing ... everything is equal in the dark and all the ugly bits start fading while the bright spotlight tends to be merciless and pinpoint every little silly mistake
i think its hard for a lot of people to be alone because they have no choice but to be with themselves
ive been absent too much, hope to be a bit more present again although its just daily daily life here
and when all else fails :
:D
because life is just easier if you dont have to think about it
that being said it gives me something to think about, seems my need to please has gotten out of control again :))) it's okay easy come easy go :))) be well :)
it does sound like heartbreak hotel overthere somehow ... personally i think in all my bolstering part of the reason why i havent had that kind of relationship might simply be to protect whatever's left of the me that used to have emotion like that. I think its still inthere, its just dormant like the proverbial seed in the desert. Auto-defense and also
i pretty much wouldnt know what to do with anything significant other if i cant even take care of myself. But actually i havent felt the need for it in years either.
E well another day, which means another night which means another morning which means a day from now im 24 hours older than i was in body, probably 24 hours younger in spirit and 24 hours more dead in mind lol.
mh i see my collective has gotten to a certain value , not enough to pay alas - but im out of steembuying money, its gonna have to pay some for itself first. See you around, steer the course...
looks like you still got opportunity there if you have a few billion in your pockets to start up :
https://news.slashdot.org/story/19/04/06/0436259/canadian-company-gets-68m-investment-to-turn-co2-into-fuel
maybe next up : UN grants multinational tupperware lobby a small trillion to convert plastic in oceans to recyclable bottles ... :))