im not trying to be mean although it might sound like it. If you are infact having these issues, please consider exploring the posibilty of this not in fact being an actual event. Think of every time theres a conspiracy theory . People are up in arms claiming its true its true and if you say its not you get an argument. But let a year 5 years 10 years pass. and the world is still going. and that comspiracy theory that was holding everyones mind hostage, is now forgotten and the people that were trying to end the world mysteriously disappeared.

Is there any direct reason you claim the people from steem are controling your mind. Did they ever say they were working on that tech? did they ever say to you specifically that they are after you? If you determined that it was them purely out of a thought that was generated by your own brain . then consider that its not infact reality.

The world is an open enviornment. In side that enviornment are things called brains. They esentially react to the enviornment through a series of chemicals etc. When you get hit with a punch. your brain is telling you I really dont like when you do that so please dont do it any more. Now if you were to get hit . And your brain mixes up the signal, which it completly can, it is not a computer code it doesnt work on an exact formula. There might be someone who gets punched and their brain instead of telling the body that theres pain it tells the body that thats the best feeling i have ever felt... the person will soon be dead because they will be in a world where they need to get punched until they are dead.

this is a very rushed example and im sure after i reread it it will sound like rubbish but still i think the point im trying to make is getting across. If that one persons brain is telling him getting hit is good. He can tell every other person in the world that it is in fact something they need, but it will not change the way they see reality.

If you were hearing voices in your head.... I used to work for a company that sold something that cured tenitus . but again if you were hearing a noise. then looked up for answers online. and an online source you read kind of made sense, so you decided it was true. Please instead of spending the entire day obsessing about the voices. try just blocking them out.

again not trying to be mean just trying to have a conversation here... I am interested in this phenomenon, I almost wish i could make a documentary on it, if I had the money to go into production but i dont lol.

It just seems like your creating this box of impending doom. then your jumping in by yourself and locking the lid ontop once your in. And then anyone who happens to use steemit is forever forced to appologise to you for dealing with a situation that has a decent chance of being of your own doing. I understand that life is hard, and sometimes we can crack under pressure. But if there is any chance of the old you in there that might have a possibilty of seeing that it might not be reality please consider giving that option a go.

Your putting yourself in a fight against no opponent . with no endgame in town. your on steem hive quora redit youtube everything. Your spending so much of your valuable time on this planet on trying to achieve something, however you dont know what it is you want out of this campaign. You have our attention now what do you want to use it for? everyone on steem knows you give us your message with an actual resolution or stop spamming day in and day out with open ended speaches that are just meant to sound official enough to hook one more person into your cult.