games ... well, steem just doesnt pay the bills, crypto took off out of reach in 2020 and there's still more big money oogling it since now its "a thing to have" not just "that thing the winklevoss boys bought for teh lulz with the spare change from sueing faceberg"

so that leaves guttertrash down and out ... no money for stemcells

no money for tickets to mars , just mudpits

more mudpits

some more gravelpits and then

probably die demented shitting yourself - the usual life for a low-born mudskipper

then there's games i guess

i been trying to get through this :

my jaw dropped down so many times so hard and fast i have like 50 stitches and some ironwire in it by now to keep the bones latched to my face and i'm like

well, basically : "i think i need to start pirating since i cant possibly afford all that" (lol ... yea ...)

so im like top 5 ?

well mm

in almost particular order id say

1. Elden Ring

somewhat shares a place with Vin Diesels pet project (thats what i call adapting when movies are down) but since miyazaki is god and basically re-kindled the burned-out gamer in me on the first day of creation when i saw god created dark souls and i saw it was good i have REAL high hopes for elden ring, considering who all got invited to the table and previous achievements and what not.
ttz i just took a check : i have around 3500 hours total on dark souls games on steam but i actually bought it originally for my xbox 360 (didnt release on pc at first and i was still weak enough, i mean had enough money to have a console on the side ...(?))
where i finished it, 100%-ed it, then sold my xbox when they released it for pc , bought it again + the prepare to die addons , finished it and 100% ed it again - i was less burnt out (its maybe strange but i know people in steamverse to who 3500 hours on a game is like kiddieboo - its amazing how much time you can fold when you're in an alternate universe - it thwarts the laws of physics sometimes)

1. Ark 2

tsch ... its Ark 2 ... if you dont know Ark 1 then you must be member of the anti-gaming league - even the prize matches are more fun to watch than the million dollar dota games - best sandbox ever, or maybe even "the only one so far that works indefinitely" (for me) with Ark 1 still running benchmarks at a point where no current pc in existence can run the game in 4K on epic ... and with Vin Diesel at the dashboard AND a player, not just some hightower ceo who wants "something that sells" ?

well im sold, heh ... while checking i checked ARK 1 playtime : i have 2481.4 hours logged , not sure if that counts if you play while offline ... that and i have only 3 achievements, which should clearly show how much i like THE GAME (the immersion it provides is quite un-parallelled imo but as the french say : gouts et couleurs ofcourse)

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non insiders might not always get

thats a fast-built raft with equipment and tools on that just made landfall on a virgin server with one or two other guys ... immersive times ...

thats top right of the classic map , the little bit dubbed "carno-isle" ... thats my steam profile , i am addable but i am no longer John the Socializer although i did quite some multiplayer in a distant galaxy in a universe far away ... even had a few guilds i founded like Conan or like Death of Regret in "vanilla"-WoW - life shits , people change and. Server resets , speedlevel to raft make landfall, plaster the whole isle for the tribe with straw foundations so no one else can build on it (im not sure that still works, i havent plaid online in the latter years and i read people yanking about that and blaming it all on the chinese - ... i think its an american thing lol but "we" clearly did that, maybe it was not a crime in the beginning or earlier or euhm this is not even early - its with the total conversion thing with all the crops and seeds and pretty wood structures first come out - i always wanted to rent me a private ark server to use as a chatroom with perks but ... well life and money and ..., some people i played with a few times had one too but thats like "lvl 100 or lv 90 steam profile people ... they are masters of folding time into itself and still have time to breathe and eat ... and somehow get the hard and software needed to play things like this ... doesnt work on a phone, mind you)

this is not america ...

huh ... as a refrence to that my profile states something 10+ "years of service" and im like lvl 34 steam profile - so ... pc gaming is usually not for cheap

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1. Humankind

Dearie .. i'm 'that kid' who played the civilization DEMO (100 turns you got) on an Atari STE probably more than there's days in a year before i got my hands on a copy (its belgium here ... it was EVEN MORE belgium here back then) - so : that doesnt need explaining ... by Sega ... with money ... :) a most interesting combo seeing as Sid (the other god) is not involved afaik ?

1. tis to say : Elder Scrolls 6 /+ that other microsoft game , ah : Avowed , it just passed by

ever since it took an arrow to the knee but i have quite some oblivion a.o. on my resumé (l m a o) as well ... thing here is : we (all of me) gets a small cinematic with some kind of 4k render of a flyby of a fractal landscape with a city and a small thing on the microsoft game with skeletons barging in. All i know other than that is that microsoft money has been working for over 2 years with more than 200 humans on the game AND as if that wasnt enough to corner the singleplayer rpg market (i mean, what is more soloplayah than skyrim ??) they forked out a sloppy 7.5 billion dullars to buy zenimax (that comes with bethesda afaik) making it like the 4th biggest acquisition in micro-history since the mesolithicum and ever and putting "gaming" on the economy map (as if it wasnt already there with the billions a year flowing around). point is : im a sucker for fallout and the elder scrolls (so-lo-pla-yah-im-mer-sion , no one ranting how you didnt heal all 15 of them as they just barged in to dps the main zoneboss without any strategy but "we have a healer" ... it gets a bit .. old after gaming-since-yars-revenge ...) i trust microsoft hella-more to diss out great games than i do with operating systems - truth being : if it werent for directx games i probably wouldnt have a drive with a windows partition but SO - until more info other than some cinematics these can share 4th place

well im still watching ... (18:29pm) yo yo, it CERTAINLY looks impressive, but so do the other 100 AAA titles inthere - i fear a lot of indie-devs will be dangling from ropes by 2022 as they cave in and throw in the towel while the small studios might hold until 2023 "hoping" youble or fudberg will buy them to compete with miCrotter inc. or Besosoft
. No antitrust cases for "silly games" i suppose, ... (now if it only were footy !)

hmmm ... well no i mean im afraid they might go overboard with the p.c.-principal attitude, not that they will turn out suck-games but some games need zzazz thats "just not 2020" - i mean check the intro-trailer for fable = like LMAO + rofl, right but then check Farcry 6, ... and see ? two totally different vibes and styles ofcourse but i feel E.S. and if they wanna make a skyrim killer on top shouldnt be aimed at 4 year olds and sub-sequently be open to a bit more rowdy and / or explicit and/or insinuations (lets not forget the puddles and stacks of flesh and blood flying around making squishy noises as you wade through them knee-deep)

1. scrap that : 5 = Gollum (for me , i will assume it will be not worse than plague tale and that means im gonna love it for all its realism and immersion and the storyline of poor smeagol seen through smeagols eyes ? count me in ... )

just euhm ... the money ? its okay if a pirate a couple dozen of these, right ? i mean ... after all those "years of service" ??

ghostwire tokyo (always the F.E.A.R. series, Almmaaaahh...)/vampire 2 (beyond good & evil looks raelly attractive and A+ for character design but no gameplay footage), as dusk falls looks like wants to give deck nine a run for the money (but AGAIN a microsoft - title ???? does anyone have any company thats not owned by one of six ceo's ? i know project cyberpunk doesnt seeing all the lawsuits they're getting from their own investors (moral of the story : dont go public , i suppose, youll live your live with someone elses dick up your ass per qualche billione en piu ... see, from where i sit in the mudpits rolling in the guttertrash i cant really discern the difference between "having one billion" and "having more than that" ... it probably clarifies itself when you get one as i saw many times in this lifetime now. MICROSOFT AGAIN? yes , and truly they should just give up on windows and let torvalds and the boys develop it and hand it out for free instead , i have sat here ALL afternoon trying to get that youtube vid to run ... ZIT (good thing i was backing up stuff), i boot into linux and it plays in 4K right away, some interruptions as is to be expected on a saturday during newyears holidays but it shows again ... windows is good for one thing :"once that directx game runs" ... i spent about 50 minutes getting both steam and firefox on screen and responsive first ... linux reacts like oiled lighting on the same machine - ... F- for team Satellius again, stick to the games yo, you havent done much wrong on that front. Ehhhh, Bethesda still has mental issues on the "bethesda creates great environment/immersion worlds but is that lowest of suck at combat systems" trying hard with deathloop ... if i get THAT kind of itch im SO oldskool i STILL boot up Unreal Tournament lol - it all feels the same anyway "MULTIKILL" with splatters ... (spent quite some time on that and the old friend preferred quake back then but i always been more of an unreal boy ... when i was still partly human and gave fucks ... having a life and stuff and the delusion that a future is possible living not in chains or in the gutter might have helped ...)
hmmm ... tough but , i still on ghostwire tokyo and/or vampire 2 for 5th , lets see what else they got its 1.5 hours more ... someone took a lot of time compiling , maybe 2k ... but i feel like my 4k screen hasnt had 1 chance to prove itself yet, its not like i got the hardware for 4k gaming, not even Nier Automata runs at the minimal 30fps the human eye wants at 4k on max and that game is ancient (i only recenlty got it on sale, i mean who the hell can afford games anymore and now it feels like a shame to play in under 4K so im waiting ... its not like i dont have 300 or 400 others that need playing still ... leaving out the f2p ones but i seem to have lost my special ability of folding time which even i had mastered at some time, being the lamer i am ... only half a tekno-mage. You can't be the cat on the roof and see everything and then be a specialist in SOMEthing - i dont think thats possible ...
Chivalry looks like something i would have eaten for breakfast when i had my Age of Conan guild. Not all too billions on the graphics but i bet they sleep on both ears like studio "henry the hungry" who kicked off with a sloppy million from kickstarter and ended up with a 36 million dollar game (kingdom come deliverance) WITHOUT strip-mining investors . Maybe trolling is the new investing like "heres a million, now do THIS FAST" and then "o you got 1.5 million ? GIVE IT BACK ALL OF IT + INTREST ... sounds more like mafia to me. SERIOUSLY - i know its all about being the winner and the top dog and not about creation or enjoying it or doing what you like and


Whats the point in having money to do what you like if you end up doing what THEY want since actually you sold the whole company to THEM and all that money ? actually isnt yours so you end up a lapdog and "tweak a bit here" and 'remove a bit there' and "maybe add this here since that target would seriously fall for it" and "do it NOW, its not ready DO it NOW" and "your stock went down we will sue you now" ?


is that "playing big" ?


so thats why i keep saying "you dont have my 100 million" ... i could have done that im still convinced i could ... i could with that make three times kingdom deliverance and STILL DO MY OWN THING WITHOUT INVESTOR DICK UP MY ASS ... for me that would be fine ... its not like im shooting rockets to mars


i just need a ticket to ride one

the deeper it gets to the end of the vid the more lag and interrupts ... i get the impression a world-wide app like youble doesnt bother caching here ? i use my remote to skip back a notch or two like five even ten times it plays the same frames but it still keeps blocking - ... so ... well, that means it doesn't cache, right ? huh ... strange since thats like client-side and should never be a bother to youble-servers itself , ANYWAY
what strikes me "all across the board" (investor-pun intended) is the absolute sheer blistering sharpness and detail of everything, althia ... suicide squad(lol), gollum, which i will place at five and i think that will be it unless i find something i hadnt heard about yet. But even the "sensitivekids"-friendly games like fable or kenda ... its like a whole new level of LOD and even if they still use fog as a quick cheat from all i can see in lots of places theres just a different depth to it all, as is the front (in 4K definitely) - coming from "woaw yars revenge" and paddles over "O M F G - gawking at borderless c64 demos" over IM GONNA BUY A PC NOW (pentium 60) after playing warlords 2 and panzer general a few times at a friend (was 50.000 francs back then with a VGA-card !) ... wowzing at mmx power and the advent of 3D(fx)-cards - now too bummy to not be able to get my hands on an rtx lol . . .
...i still gawk at borderless c64 demos though .. ah, soup ready - i guess this post will be three days in the writing since i still got an hour to go on that compiler-vid

yea ... psychonauts ... all the revivals have me waiting for "league of ghosts 'n goblins" or "wonderboy in monsterland"-mmo and stuff like that ... the more i write ... legend of apshai - hillsfar - Wizardry (omg) ... Elite (!) , like vector graphics but totally looking 3d ... stuff no one alive remembers like asmyr adventure ... "the dallas quest" (lol) Zack Mckracken and the Alien mindbenders ... then p60 overwhelmed by DOOM (which wasnt ACTUAL 3D either) to think like "ive seen it all" and then get hit in the face by Duke Nukem slapstick ... over things i cant remember on that 3dfx machine like that sort of virtua fighter clone and that thing that looked like a prototype for American mcGees alice ... i think it was named after one of the nine hells (but not limbo) and then into the age of ... heroes of might and magic ... warcraft orcs vs. humans .... SID MEYERS ALPHA CENTAURI (god god god) ... battlefield ... and now ? and then the discovery of sony's everquest ... (it didnt start with wow but most elders will tell you the original was actually ultima) - and now ... at the risk of sounding old i fear between investors and franchising .. the shiney has taken precedence but maybe its just having been gaming since yars revenge (i had pong too ofcourse i must have been what ? six ?) im a bit spoiled when it comes to

"actual play" as they say and not as easily impressed by WHOO fotoreal ! (most would just call me old, right , hahah - i have grand hopes for the split faction from blizzard , maybe they're inthere i dont follow up much anymore - on verra aaa hahahaha)

guess i'll finish the streak tomorrow - that inflammation thats gonna cost me a few hundred at the dentist is acting up and earliest was january ... i just dont feel like

dousing it in whiskey - ...

night - i think they're babysitting me again, for some reason in gatpummelland where only witches and terrorists awake at night - ...

black myth wukong - another visual impressive, 100% chinese style, even the anime from china are about that style ... (well since im interrupted and theres humans inside the house awake it might as well be daylight its not like im gonna get anything done like this) visually stunning, like that monkey king movie (but as i said, what game is NOT visually stunning in 2020, backed by investor millions and 50% chance microsoft owns the studio that made it ?)

beyond good & evil 2 ,outlast trials,pragmata ..., all leaves wondering what the actual game is... hellblade 2 , (i still havent gotten to 1 its been sitting on my wishlist, maybe Tim "santa" Potomac gives it as a freebie in his "lets make Newell bankrupt"-campaign (good for consumers ofcourse but i wish epic store had achievements ... hmm) Unknown 9 Awakening ... massive trailerage but gameplay and ofcourse (who buys games on release anymore if they succeed in even fucking up a bugstorm on 2 year old console hardware or even the previous gen ? (console hardware has 0 deviance across all machines you see ... you cant excuse yourself by "i was compiling it for linux on a gt 710 there") - well the night seems screwed and interrupts are storming, something must be trying hard to stress me out in drukkerland, probably the "communicate" and "live by daylight" squad , i might as well finish this 3 hour typing for 5 cents post ... good thing im not in it for the money
a wait, i am ... but steem got fucked way before justin sun and it doesnt look like it recovers ... BTC shoots at 25k and the moon , all alts follow : steem stays happy bobbing around 20cents (and hive went down last time i checked, i dont go there much) so its fucked and worthless for anything but passtime typing , which is good since all that goes out my fingertips does not end up on de bakkes van je moeder, gatpummel ...

ah woops ... somewhere in the middle of up and down the alarm tells me if i go on my eyes will kill me tomorrow - viking city builder , i liked populous and the likes a lot, "god-games" as its called as well as settlers series, i assume this one will take out the other one from that small studio whos name i forgot, since i have to pick and choose due to bum-wallet and cant fold time anymore this one is highly unlikely to make it into my collection unless it comes at ultimate 90% discounts or free on the epic store - i guess thats it for today (but most of whats below is typed already , i jump around like my head does ... b/c thats how my head does)

yea ... wasted night like wasted life, stuck in hell and hole , humans suck and cant be trusted and YOUR world ? its a joke ... and you know it...

resident evil : category "well what would you say if the trailer DIDNT look awesome" - i never been much into any of the R.E. games just like i lost my lust for pop music when i turned 15 or so i guess but the movies kinda cool for no brainers - Franchising "bond" games ... thats like warner brothers doing potter ... same class : "what would you say IF IT WASNT shiney on the trailers for all those billions there" ... in a day and age where bond is no longer polygamous and drinks cola instead of martini after he quit smoking, i long since gave up on the movies so i certainly wont trust the games ... none of them have spoken to me so far, i suspect this one wont either

heh, psychonauts looks as classic as ever - (its what people want btw : more of the same so they can long for that original ... its like that first acid tab you ever dropped that never comes back ... (well if you grew up here i suppose ...) id say one could almost call a game like that "the new retro" it somewhat softly whispers "crash bandicoot" and what not - it seems to be the year of revival anyway. All those bum-coders with all that time on their hands - - - more money for the richest six and less food for the masses ... not as bad as it seems since in the end the planet needs sustainability but that is out of the scope of TFA
FF XVI ... hmmmf ... havent paid attention since Nomura went out of the picture, played a XV demo for about five minutes then went "meh..." ... looks like it goes for more bromance and metro-sexual hairdos again ... no lightning, no vanille ...
...
meh (not for me then until proven otherwise)
yea sure, the bosses and mobs look impressive and the battles crackle with shiney ... its sqenix FF , what would you do if it DIDNT look impressive in 2021 ?
des yo né ? - - - not convinced, sorry but im sure itl sell like hotcakes for simply being FF (as you notice i didnt even mention gotham knights ...). Looking at stuff like F.I.S.T and Biomutant i wonder if the belgian studio Woolfe would like to give it a go again if they got "a share" of the "het meneer de minister fonds" that has 100.000 euros to support "the sector" in the country since development for consoles is important today (doesnt even mention pc or other ...) ... Think you can do that guys ? a platformer like that with "a share" of a 100k euro budget ? or more like "we can employ two people for a year for that ?" whaddya say ?
Halo infinite doesnt even look "2020" ... (??!?) but i never been a fan anyway. OF THE GAME , that is, no mistake : the world , the alien races, the stories and the animated series are epic-awesome (no reference to potomac computer systems there :p) but the game is "just another fragger" (mind you : im a heretic who never even bothered playing overwatch or fortnite and i remember a small thing about some dud sueing a 14 year old kid for cheating on a videogame ... which is kinda hard to forgive and forget ... thats just "small" ... even if examples have to be made, id like that person to come live in a place where 14 year olds think they can play 1970s on the deuce ghetto pimp style and get some social relativity up their fucking ass) - well those shouldnt be sued, they should be treated like the game the play - a little bit of hospital to show how the real world works (no i wasnt always like taht, 13 years of drukkerland certainly ruined me beyond what was already irrepairable)
"leave that out"
no can do
"let it go"
im stuck in the middle of it, going back and forth in time while shifting dimensions , ITS ALL AROUND ME, if you want it gone then burn down the whole town and leave this house on the hill - that should give me space to breathe ... not as much as i would have had moving to mongolia but it would be a start
"no can do" you say ?

well then you get the idea ...

interrupts ... ? yea but way more per second

Diablo 4 ... hmmmm ... "final fantasy looks great" <- same thing applies to blizzard, HOWEVER
they have proven to be a set of wankers now who cave in to whiners and water down their games for kiddieboo and on top of that act like they are the second coming of miCrotter and Youble combined in do-mo-evil in the last year(s) so ... seeing is believing, the gameplay looks a lot like diablo 2 (i consider that a good thing - its like "who the hell wants an easy version of dark souls - its an insult to the fans" - investors do - but investors arent gamers and so

i put great faith in Dreamhaven , Moonshot Studios and Secret Door, DOZO, MIKEY .. give those wankers a good spanking in oldskool blizzardness pl0x ... you will rise up to heaven on the praise and prayers of the real people you have always preferred.

same thing applies (i hope) who needs a fifth billion if you can make three times kingdom come with 100 million and a set of talent (im not American ofcourse, maybe i simply do not understand ... like : enjoying life for the few moments it lasts > the fifth billion but it seems to not apply everywhere , as well as common sense like "life is better without a dick up your ass thats always there even if you dont want it - my ass is very much one-way traffic anyway)

i guess the lingo shows im not american, huh, not like anyone gives a shit about there around here - WE WANT THE GAMES, NOT THE NUMBERS - most of "us" are also a bit too experienced or smarts to fall for the shiney and hype where you sell hot air to unsuspecting "I WANT TO GET RICH WHILE SLEEPING FOR PLAYING" people ... but all the more power to you if you can ofcourse - its just really annoying to get bombarded with it unwanted since i dont care shit for any of that, i need "enough" , i dont need "the most" or "to be the best" ... just enough will do and "to be no one" sounds a lot more agreeable than "spotlightman"

where was i ?
(this happens x times per second and way worse, i cant type that down in time, it doesnt really always show on the surface though, mundanes often mistake it for "everything's okay")

yesyes yes : "Stray" (cats !!) might be a contender (for me) i was gonna do a little coding on my game but instead im typing this waste-of-time-for-five-cents and by the time im done the night is gone and i'll be pissed off all day but have to quiet since im not alone in the house and so pretend
its all really nice, having your life decided

okay ?

ITS NOT OKAY

it will never be again its all around me time is short, money unavailable and one cat left stuck in a hole i hate since i was 15 , where did that come from ? its always there it just comes out sometimes easy and mostly stays under the surface all the time since pointless

where was i

owh - perfect timing , i knew someone had gotten the order to babysit - it felt

where was i ?

actually atm im trying to 100% planescape torment (on a 4k screen ... it looks a bit blurred sometimes heh)

we are now the 27th its noon - nearly 3 days in the making then , or was that two ?

hm ... this sentence was from about seven paragraphs ago i think but i'll leave all that to my editor harem-girlfriend as all pro's would ofcourse , she and the executive producer girlfriend will certainly turn it into something i would never have written with all kinds of words i wouldnt bother using after the p.r. girlfriend gets called in to "clean up the mess"

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more "looking good looking good omg amazeballs wow jawdrop like pingpong balls" so i shall assume for the time being "jawdropping visuals" is no longer a criterium (if you get AAA studios and warner bros or microsoft money involved, i feel like "we, the game-le" are allowed to expect a little more than just being sold our own ass for twice the price cuz shiney werewolf : awesom but no gameplay seen ... awesome here awesome there, overwatch 2 looks as attractive to me as the first did, about the same as fortnite ... if i EVER play multip online i think it will be ARK2 so if you're gonna wait up for that ... then wait till 2022 :D, MAYBE i find a life and money and i can afford to rent my own server for it as i always wanted with the first, then you are all invited
all ? NO WAY, kimo-san ... ark isnt meant to have 1000 people on one server, unless they changed it completely and its all about fragging i.o. creative housing and construction
so that leaves ? about 30 minutes, i feel like my judgment is blinded from the bombardment of shiney on that UHD screen at the max resolution that will stream today (2k -im not gonna hold out another day and wait until it allows me to use my screen for what its built for for the five cents it gets)

Last night ... i dont know what was attacking me but it has to be van drukkerland, the kind of behaviour you would get if you were to brainwash a mundane and then order it to do something that goes against its very nature i suppose ... add that to "weird motherfucker" with a cat-mentality , chosen of the gods, touched by ctulhu


and what do you get ?


huh ? a lot of pummels who just wont get that what they want is not happening and all they do is damage and pretty much pointless but lets

lits knit an end to this ... 30 minutes , see if something can impress

Ah yea, that alleged bond-game is not a bond-game the logo is very misleading ... it looks a bit like "commandos 2020" so it might actually be GREAT (if its not forced co-op ... i feel gaming took a dunk when the americans forced that "YOU HAVE TO TEAM" on the gaming world and gems like skyrim and fallout became rare commodities - i liked the thing , games like cannon fodder for instance (im ancient after all) ... played hella-lot of that.
and ...
euhm , well lets see
why do i do this ? well i started it , seems like a waste after two days
i just heard my marketing harem isnt home so it will be un-edited, please cover your ears while reading and make sure not to go blind by the end

... catfood run... hm : 12:30 dinner almost ready , that moongame looks like it could be something but also nothing as does that everdark thing - really hard to say without gameplay and in any case :

Mememento Mori

i mean

REMEMBER CYBERPUNK!

- or steemmonsters if you like lol, who got rich by buying cards so far ? did any of the cardonomics turn a monster into one BitCoin yet ? ... no offense ofcourse, i know things are done differently in america and thats where homer simpson lives


it would be a waste to not use that


Kings Bounty 2 catches my eye there, like omfg i just bought the expansion to heroes 7 and ill 100% it first before planescape since its been sitting on the drive forever waiting after they suckered me into buying it on a steamdeal and then let me find out that you cant 100% it unless you buy the "standalone"-expansion


(what that means is they made a game and then decided : hey we can sell this to homer simpson as TWO games ... its all already there, lets just make double money") - Kings Bounty has the advantage that its not Ubisoft (if you think im hating ask around in gamerland about ... Ubisoft ...) and most likely wont require extra clients installed.
The only one worthy so far is the epic client since

1. i wanna do unreal engine anyway when i can force an upgrade here and
2. omg so much AAA-class free stuff ???
   i got it for total war Troy first and then it just kept giving KNOWN titels away for free that otherwise cost you anywhere between €10 and €40 ... far be it from me to be so impolite as to refuse that
   
   
   the warhammer games are ofcourse ALWAYS good stuff (so far afaik) but i lost my RTS drive long ago ... i suppose after starcraft since i think command and conquer and others were before that. I got vermintide but thats not rts , but quite nice for a quick run knee-deep in entrails and splattered enemies , a bit like that other thing with the razorblade shooter euhm ........ painkiller ??? yea, that and
   and ...
   ahhh, that yakuza game seems to promise something like "Xcom : mafia" so that might be a go and "the other game" that was gonna hurt for viking city builder is probably manor lords (caught my eye few months ago during one of those online "cons" (is that where the artists go ?) where the developers were talking about it , like four people or something lol - clearly microsoft money the size of Larian and baldurs gate - looking GOOD ... 365 days in a year and less money than that in pockets
   
   
   ah money ... bought the homam addon ... (sale ofcourse), need some more meds ... thats like euhm ... by tomorrow evening i have €20 left for 2020 ... so i guess i'll go on a dating site looking for an asian supermodel who "doesnt care about money" since love dont cost a thing and we can have wild irresponsible ... *********** kissing on the first date !
   lets !
   yea manor lords looks like settlers VIII ... (or is that IX shouldbe by now?) the re-mastered version all worth having
   if you have eight arms, but so far i only have as many as ctulhu in my head, like broken mirrors all around
   i do i do

hah wheh ... builders of egypt might get me if it has a temple of Bast or Sakhmet - Going medieval ... well id say anyone still playing minecraft in 2021 hasnt been paying attention then
thats it ?
thats it ... ow : dreams of conquest ? "SONGS of conquest" had me wondering like whats a pixelgame trying to hide as 8bit doing in this compilation and then i thought like maybe voxels like going medieval but
its not an in-depth
maybe more like one of those "Pew da Poo reacts" where a yuppie does nothing but watch something and make faces (and in general give zero compliments but for all its lack of own creativity found out that people are hyenas and will gladly take to someone who looks rich breaking down other peoples work)
but thats not this either

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its just me
un-edited until my harem comes back and

where's the "top 100 coming indie" compilation and


where's the top 100 coming tulz you need compilation like "spriter pro 4 for linux" and blender 2 (now with a lite version mere mortals can almost understand) where even the menu is made of nodes you first have to connect yourself before you have a working interface (=lmao - its PRO - but its no longer for humans im afraid, geometry nodes looks seriously awesome but i cant start up blender 2.9 on the current machine i use to dabble so it'l have to wait)

AND ...

this might kick my RC down in one

gud

so its finished, i still need to translate a letter for one of my parents friends and


in general, try to keep the mass murder out until ragnarok starts since

theres still a one in billions chance i might actually make it out of here with my last cat and into space and

if thats not possible then theres nothing i want (which means "you dont have it so dont bother")

gud then :-)

writing that letter and gaming, wait for the night and hope it comes with a bit less tralala so i can get a line of code in it WOULD be nice to have at least one playable zone and NO I WILL NOT "JUST DO SOME HTML GAMES" ill keep those for demo-day (which is not a day - its all decided by reading entrails from homeless people i shoot from the top floor window - i mean , even poor people need protein and the fate of continents was made like that (i think they used chickens though ... but homeless are just

more available )

so my marketing harem will censor this down to "we cant publish that since theres only five words left" and me

im gonna post it cos its really starting to bore me

guds

gud gud

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post-clusion ?

i notice the lack of "made with unity" so that means im allowed to make somethign that looks less than death stranding at least - i also notice not all games are "made with unreal engine" thats good - i didnt see frostbite once but that doesnt mean its not there and i dont see unigine anywhere so that means .??? something i guess

i also notice there is ZERO 3d brawlers (tekken !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) in the list so that will be quite the announcement and

no one AGAIN has dared to get on to the game to kill all games :

space exploration elite style where the client is a planet of your own making ...

too soon i guess

heh (hah ho hoh o)

also 2020 so 99% of all client planets would be "censored" under an embargo of bandai microtter who merged by then b/c cuz because

and ... and and, dinner's served, tsk

c'mon !

is it mad
to pray for better hallucinations?
0:50

and before i forget: one im personally looking out for but havent seen mentioned (its maybe not AAA enough) and is probably still prone to potential cold feet like what happened with the other one who's like thousands of people voting on it on steam to release but they just wont and since its 2020 they dont just go like "yo, kay : here's the source on git but the copyright still ours, have a go for f2p"

but maybe this one makes it :

keep in mind : i played doom 1 with dropping jaws and bought it for my atari jaguar too - i know hexen and heretic and a thing called 'spite' ...

yea, this looks GREAT to me ...:)

gud ... thanks for the million dollars so i can pay some devs and artists to speed up the game !!

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ofcourse, any title that says "playstation" or "xbox"-exclusive will incurr the wrath of the gods and possible cause world war 3 as will demon souls remastered ...

so ...

may the lockdowns last long so i at least have an rtx card to play on before the world goes back to the hell it was before

and

forced into bum-ness i guess gaming is the last bit left