SOME OF NOTHING

Soft flirtations,
So obvious innuendos..
Gentle sweet words of empty sweet-nothings....
An excitement,
Perhaps just a nausea...
To see you.
I know by heart
What will happen when,
My eternity touches down in your ethical sense...
Waiting...
Messages,
Notifications,
Any of them..
I just want to hear,
From you..
Questions,
Answers,
All I want to do,
With you,
Not too hard...
This feeling of anticipation ,
is bringing me up and down
on a roller coaster.
I thought I was done,
I guess I'm wrong....