I am here with you cryptopie. I wish I could visit you and we could watch funny movies together like the ones you share sometimes on your posts. But know that I am with you in spirit. I will pray for you after I write this message that God helps you with your pain. Also I read the other comment about seeking another doctor and powering down. It is something to consider. Remember Luke was a doctor in the Bible. God gave us medicines, and knowledge to help as well. You should seek out more treatments.. at least that is what I would do. One day we will have all of our tears wiped by his hand, and we will never have to say goodbye only hellos. There will be no pain. Until then keep your eyes on Jesus and he will see you through. You are a light in this world, and you give all of us strength. We can all see how strong you are. If you can get through this than we should all know we can surely take on our own crosses as well. You are an inspiration and I love you my brother <3