Contradicting

in #her7 years ago (edited)

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Hi Steemians. I just want to reinstate my name and my agenda.

I'm John Christopher M. Deveza and I recently joined this community. My original goal was to learn new things, ideas from your blogs and express what I want to voice out (Ideally). However, things go sideways.

My wants suddenly turn into a need. The necessity of being able to produce. Not for myself but for someone I love. Despite of everything, I just want her to be okay. It's painful to see her suffer. Agonizing with pain and can't do anything.

At first, I wasn't able to visualize how she feels. The stress that she's been thinking and keeping with herself. Realizing that I'm enforcing those things, made me write this entry.

I was wrong that she's doing fine. That she's happy. When I saw her tears, my heart starts to ache. I felt I'm lacking as her King. I wasn't able to be her protector. Instead, I'm one of the contributor to her pain.

I'm writing this with my most modest intent to show her that I love her. I know, instead of writing, I should make my Queen feel how much I love her. (I should have). I understand that maybe, this was a junk for some of you. (I agree with that). However, the way she cries and she's still convincing me that she's not; I can say that this was my most sincere letter to show how much I love her.

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:( :( :( thank youuuu

Thank you @surpassinggoogle. Super Thank you @bayanihan. Thank you @arcange. Thank you @raphaella. Thank you for your upvotes.

Now that’s what we call a man. Realizing there’s something wrong and acknowledging it is important to us, women. Please let her feel the love she deserves 😊

Thank you. I definitely will. Thank you @appleskie.

You're welcome po. :)

Thank you Ate @Khaie. Thank you @gamelineika. Thank you @ilonakedjc. Thank you @sarahwanderlust. Thank you @amraetich.