I really liked the reality based post, I can feel your feelings I passed through the same, a misunderstanding was happened with our caravan leader and also some of troops. 😉.
But if, opens doors for shaitan so let's see ahead and just think this:
(I am not late) I can do it In'shAallah.
Thanks for taking the time to reed it. I know what you mean, friend. those who've experienced it, can relate. my faith and trust are in the One who is the Creator of this entire universe. Hard work and sincere efforts never go to waste.