A new beginning?

These are the most random words by me;
I'm not writing the original story that I have been working on in my mind for #newbeginning key-word for a couple of days. I don't think it matters any more now...

It's 2 am in the morning
I'm killing mosquitoes in this unfamiliar room
This home of my parents, soon to be rented out
Their new beginning

I have killed so many of them
These flying blood sucking monsters
Have you ever heard of them in December?
They used to disappear in winters
Why the f*** everything is changing
Maybe a new beginning for these devils

I have lit these two repellent coils
Still they are buzzing all around the room
Bhin bhin buzz buzz in my ears
I'm so furious
In a violent mode
Finishing them off manually with this ball made out of black shirt of my niece

They are all scattered around
On the floor
Lifeless
A few still left
I'm adamant to kill them too
For they have sucked blood out of my son and nephew and niece.
These dirty bas*****

And now
Two hours have ticked by, no sign of sleep,
I'm finally tucked in my bed now
I don't like unfamiliar places
Switched off all the lights

I'm so tired
For, I was travelling yesterday
And then again packed for coming here
And now after waging war against these demons,
I'm so looking forward to have a peaceful remaining night morning

Maybe I can sleep in peace now
That's not the end of night
A few hours still left

I wish my folks a blessed new beginning
They are sleeping peacefully next door
They are more tired than me
My pops had been working with the construction guys all day
He also went to some office in the morning

Hosting, toiling, working with grace
A day that was entrenched in tasks for him
Kids were in a whirlwind mode all day
So my parents had no early rest either
I wish them all the comfort with this new beginning

But
I'm still annoyed with these bloody suckers
Or maybe with someone else
I don't want to structure this post
I want to let my words flow as they come
I don't want to edit or re-edit

You got to see this side of me
Raw, unpolished, unapologetic
I'm not sorry for anything
Yes
That's me

I will read this again tomorrow
And, only then I will know
Was it a new beginning
Or just an impulsive thing

Till then
Signing off

And wishing all of you
Who have read this far
A very happy peaceful new beginning

Yours soulfully
@soulfuldreamer