Your poem has me a bit befuddled, like the speaker it seems. At first I thought it was a beautiful love poem, then second time through it seemed more an unrequited love poem, full of anguish:

Hiding behind the shadow of smiles, reality drifting
I’m coming apart

Then this:

So far away
The distance in the forever range

Forever gone. So sad!

Finally, a wish:

I close my eyes, and my soul smiles
Tossing out the truth for a while

Very moving! Even though the words are strikingly beautiful and of love, your poem leaves me bereft.