Thanks for sharing @glotokens. I know what you mean. Sometimes we can get into the habit of praying and reading the Bible as part of our duty as a Christian.
But when we turn our focus to Jesus, and pray and read God’s word with our spirit, out of love for God, and in communion with God, then everything changes. I pray that God would stir our hearts to be on fire for Him, and fill us with a desire and passion for Himself as we seek Him.

I too would like to have that courage in sharing the Gospel, and not be ashamed.

Btw, would love to hear your singing some time. :)