It seems like baby's day out with a lot of responsibility- journal of 1st July

When you don't have anyone else to push yourself,
We are required to encourage ourselves!
That's preciseness! What I have been heeding for several years.
For the last few days, my health has not been good; And I have seen challenges never come alone!

Like the same, my wall clock also indicated and stopped working when I retired from bed on 1st July!

What to do? I pushed myself as I have one wall clock and a mobile; these two devices assist me in notifying the time.

Already, the new month has begun;
I ought to purchase some grocery items!
Around 11:30 am, I prepared and said in my mind I got lost!
It seems like a baby's day out to explore the challenges;
physically as well as mentally!

When I reached the station, it was 12:12 pm;
To remember the time, I clicked a picture from the station clock.
Because my wall clock was not ready to respond;
However, I went to the shop where I repaired my wall clock.

• From there, I went to the grocery shop and purchased👇

Items	Miniature	Indian Price	Steem price
Maggie(12 units)		Rs.160	10.05 steem
Eggs (30 pieces)		Rs.205	12.87 steem
Sunlight(1kg)		Rs.100	6.28 steem
Surf excel(1kg)		Rs.126	7.91 steem
Ghari (1kg)		Rs.71	4.46 steem
Chia seeds(200g)		Rs.124	7.79 steem
Salted peanuts(200g)		Rs.55	3.45 steem
Millet(40g)		Rs.30	1.88 steem
Diet coke(300ml)		Rs.40	2.51 steem
Milk Powder(500g+200g)		Rs.330	20.72 steem
Biscuit(300g)		Rs.40	2.51 steem
Total amount paid in the grocery shop	For 11 Items	Rs.1,281	*80.43 Steem

When I returned home, it was 3 pm;
My hands were occupied with heavy bags to open the gate;
I set those bags on my doorstep and entered!

After that, to rejuvenate myself, I took a shower;
However, in the evening, while settling those items,
I clicked a few pictures of the items.

As I cited above, challenges never come alone! When I checked my phone, I glimpsed my electric bill already arrived.
Now, our state government has increased the price of electric units.
I stayed on the top floor of the apartment, and this time,
I received the summer season bill; It was entirely shocking!

Indian rupees	Steem price
Rs.4,842	304.06 steem

• I ordered my monthly medicine and paid online.

Indian rupees	Steem price
Rs.1,345	84.86 steem

• Monthly rent for the apartment I linger.

Now let me sum up all the amount I have expended on 1st July to comprehend how challenging the day was for me physically, mentally, and financially!

After performing all the responsibilities of the steemit platform,
I need to manage myself financially, physically, and mentally because everything that I operate without any helping hands.

So, before complaining about anything, think twice. Surviving solitary and managing everything unaided is not a joke!

I am thankful to this platform who are somehow helping me financially but sometimes I feel exhausted;
Especially when I go through sickness and financial crunch!
But still fighting solely each day and that's what life is all about!