life in childhood

Sometimes when we are children we often have difficult times because in essence we were born in a different world in my life. I have passed the past, but when I am thinking about how I respond from myself that living in childhood I never get happiness at any time because our parents are people who are not able to afford it.
We always went through a difficult time with my small family, I couldn't help but feel anxious about my parents who had always been looking for daily necessities to support us all. Even though my parents didn't have everything, sometimes it could make us feel happy and be able to eat more than enough. I always think about the daily life that yes gives us. My parents always go to work early in the morning before sunrise, looking for various ways to meet our needs

But I always felt that my peace of soul was not able to see how much my parents cared about us. That's what I felt when I was a child, my parents were people who couldn't afford to pay for my education, so I couldn't apply for higher education. So for now I try to make a change in my life for my parents because in my childhood I have worked hard to take care of and protect us even though I don't have everything but the love that I give is so sincere to all of you