Welcoming our babies💘✨

To start, I was depressed, sleep deprived and very anxious about everything that happened. I went through a c-section surgery, so the pain of the operation added to the list of all the reasons. My mother and mother-in-law were hovering around to help me, but I couldn't stand anyone near me or my babies, and i felt very pressurized by their unsolicited advices. They wanted to help me, but I only felt that they were invading my privacy. I felt like i just took a very veryyyy big responsibility on my shoulders and i was seriously worried about the fact that i was not as excited as i was supposed to. I looked at my babies and felt so many mixed feelings of guilt and sadness and just so much more! but i was also proud of myself for how i managed to bring thess precious little gems into this world.

It was very very hard for the first few days at home, since i hadn't healed yet i was not resting at all, but Alhamdulillah the time flew by, and the routine was setting smoothly. When we got home, i felt so out of place because I'm a very organized person, and setting everything in a room, for 4 people it was very upsetting for me. I also felt very old and cut off from this world because i had everyone's attention and care throughout my pregnancy but suddenly, it was all diverted to my babies which was very weird but now, those days are far behind us. We're happy and healthy now and doing just fine.

Special thanks to my brother in law and my bhabi who stayed back home and decorated our room so beautifully, it was a very heartwarming welcome ❤ it'll forever be memorable for us!