Today my article post

in APPICS13 days ago

I endured this girl's neglect, I endured everything
I endured her not messaging me
I endured her humiliating me, I endured her anger, I endured every torture she gave me, crying... I endured it
The tears were just flowing out They weren't stopping
Woke up and did ablution
Stood up for the noon prayer
I made the intention...and thought that I would definitely try to forget her one last time
I started praying...but the tears...were just flowing
And it got to the point that my eyes stopped even seeing...there were so many tears that I couldn't see anything with my eyes...I couldn't understand anything
I greeted her there...I resumed the prayer
Still, the tears were still flowing
The tears weren't stopping even in the bowing ...Even though I went into prostration, I didn't stop
Standing up for Qiyaam, I didn't stop
But I completed the prayer...
Raised my hands for prayer
But still, not a single word against this girl came out of my mouth
All that came out of my mouth... was...that
O Allah, create love for me in this girl's heart
Why doesn't that girl come out of my heart
*_And even today, this is my prayer that May Allah put my love in her heart... Amen
That girl is still dear to me...

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